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Sunday, April 09, 2017 time is a luxury nowadays. while i may have stopped posting, but my thoughts continue to flow.well as you know, i am in the busiest period of my life. #newhome #wedding unfortunately (or fortunately), both of these are within the same timeline. so i am both starved of time and effort. it has not been a easy time for me at all. while everyone says yes yes we have all been through that, it is always something nicer to look back at than to get stuck in it. not to mention, our renovation journey was (is) a arduous one. that will have to come later in a separate post. because #toolong the main purpose of my post is a rather pensive one. because i love normality too much. but the past 6 or so months have been a drastic change from my usual rhythm. as a result, tempers flare, words were spoken, headaches and simply fatigue happened. i have recognised my lack of stress management and the fact that my wife-to-be is pretty good at that. lol that being said, i have always maintained the fact that i prefer to sail through life without worries. that is actually impossible. but having a beautiful and cozy home; somewhere i can retreat to my "zone" everyday, that is very very awesome for me. which brings me to the other side of the coin. i am finally moving out. i am finally going to be independent. i will no longer live with my parents. my parents who have been there for me, for every second of my life from when i was born. the only home i ever known was here and with them. "i'm going home." in another month or so, the meaning of "home" takes a different address. a different route home. an absence of 2 familiar faces. i am exaggerating because people have moved much further away from their parents, even different continents. the context is simply because i am a papa and mama's boy. #truth growing up is painful but necessary. Wednesday, April 27, 2016 i hate to grow up.i hate to celebrate birthdays which starts with a 3. i love to sleep. i love not to work and sleep the whole day. i love my freedom. i love you, my fiancee! :P Saturday, September 26, 2015 at a grand age of 30, i'm losing friends.friends i hold very dear to my heart because simply, it is not easy for me to make (true) friends. so imagine how disappointed i am to know, that they don't hold me in the same regard that i do to them. they can say what they want, "it's a small matter", or "why is he even upset over this..?" the fact is that i've been a quiet observer for a good few months, and things are simply not what they used to be. i even poked and asked, but what i got, was simply validating my observations. i am not at all inclined to let go of friendships because of pea-sized issues. but like i said, it was only a spark. an igniting spark. "you think too much" is probably what they will say to me. oh c'mon. touch your bloody hearts. all the best in your lives because i don't think i will be a major part of it. Monday, March 02, 2015 my blog is not the most fascinating to read. there are barely any photos, and the few i have posted are down (wtf?).as few as blog posts are going to be here, admittedly i have lost impetus to update this life story online. but as i'm typing here, its really nice to just go and on and on, writing about something i care about, other than Hi XXX, Please see the information as attached in this email. blah stupid corporate language. i've been working for nearly 5 years now, i buy coffee every (some) mornings like any other proper officer worker does. i read, type out emails, look at reports, do reports, make the odd presentation, go to countless meetings and go home. while my physical body has grown accustomed to those nonsense, my heart has not. i'm stuck being a teenager. i yearn to enjoy life instead of slaving my life away. i consistently believe that time is more valuable than $$. maybe that is a irresponsible statement from a boy who has never known life without $. i was lucky enough to not have to go through hardship which might have changed my outlook on life. all those rags to riches people had a very strong motivation, fueled by the fact that they never ever wanted to go back to the days of rags. but for people who neither counted as ragged or rich, they (we) were probably just happy to sail along life. so what's the point of all the above? nothing lah. talk cock only. but of course, of course the $$ has to come in. so excuse me, while i find ways of earning passive income, which is ironically named because you have to actively pursue passive income. if it can be passively found, then i would have found it because i'm the galactic emperor of being passive. or lazy. or both. i hope i will be updating this blog again next month with a very happy announcement. i shall sign off with a recent favourite frank sinatra song. You make me feel so young. You make me feel as though spring has sprung. And every time I see you grin, I'm such a happy individual! dedicated to you of course! :) Tuesday, August 05, 2014 i have been bogged down with several health stuff recently. it started with headaches and then sinusitis. my head was feeling all sorts of discomfort and pain, until i couldn't differentiate what was what. i mistook a toothache for a headache (which it was actually, caused by the toothache).so i didn't waste time and went to a dentist immediately. ..where he didn't waste much time too and extracted my tooth in a 5-minute process. my wisdom tooth. so here i am on my 10th mc of the year. sitting at home and hoping 11th doesn't crop up again. - you have to bear in mind those discomforts i mentioned stuck with me for the last couple of months. even during my birthday a few days ago. but i was over the moon. i went for a staycation with the girlfwen (harrow!). i didn't intend it to be much of a celebration. just using my birthday as an excuse for a mini-holiday. i'm used to not celebrating birthdays. i usually get two things mostly. cake and lotsa food with different groups of friends celebrating for me. people who know me, knows i need/love/want food. as delicious as possible. but the girlfwen surprised me continually with lotsa gifts, lotsa food and 4 cakes!!!! being a guy, i'm not usually the receiving end of being pampered like that. and i have sort of taken it for granted too. so thank you very much for a wonderful birthday, my love. i very much appreciate all the efforts you have taken, all the time you spent (late nights) and the thought that went into everything.  Sunday, July 20, 2014
sometimes things just don't go the way you want them to, but that's life you know.
life slips you several challenges but the importance of each, is not about how unfair life is or how unlucky you are,
its about learning from it and becoming wiser, stronger and more resilient than you were before.
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life is as tough as it is already. but having you beside me, treading the path of life together, makes it much easier.
we will step over some puddles of water..
maybe trip over some stones..
or find ourselves lost.
but we will always have each other, to give each other a helping hand and continue our little walk.
no issue is too big to solve or too little to ignore. but everything is dwarfed when you put it next to the love we have for each other.
teehee!
Thursday, July 03, 2014 from zero MCs till May, i'm up to my neck with my 5th MC today.it's the kind i hate the most, because once again AGAIN and AGAIN, i have to take a little break from gym. the little blessing in disguise is the ankle sprain is pretty minor and i'm hoping that i can start again next week. - so work. terribly un-motivated at work right now. it comes to a point when i have to really "work for money". i used to think that if i can like a job 30%, while the 70% comes from the salary, it isn't that bad. but i maintain; i find living a life more important than work. yes yes if i enjoy my work, i can call it living my life. but who likes their work??! - so when it comes to living my life, spending time with my love love is just... wonderful! i know you're probably reading this now, maybe in office with some time to spare.. weekend will be here very soon! <3 p=""> |
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